Assalammualaikum w.b.t....hehe..bak kata mybro,spell la slm tu kasi full,bru lor proper...btw,tq bro...urm...da lama sgt kot aku x mnulis blog...bkn pe,aku x hang out sgt pn cuti sem rtu n then,umh aku plak x bley on9..nk wt cne,da bpk aku ckp nnt ank2 ayh dlarang mlayari wbsite yg bkn2...oh daddy,terbaikkkkk skali.....mane mgkin begitu..

bkn nyer ank2 mu ini bru staun jgung,da bsor kot...x kn la nk tgk bkn2...bak kata org practise make perfect..dr tgk,dpt pe????amali la...bru syioookkk...ENOUGH!!!!!merepek plak minah ni...

back to da story...cuti yg almost 2 months rtu byk mngajar aku erti kesabaran...cehhhh..tp,btol la...honestly,byk gler smthing bad yg menimpa aku..mule2 dlu,aku ase aku xckup kuat nk through all diz..tp,Alhamdulilllah stakat ni aku can handle diz probs even mule2 dulu aku agk gler r skjap..da x larat kot nk tanggung..mcm guni beras 50 kilo hempap ats pale...ADOIIIII!!!!

1st things yg mmbuatkan 2009 sgt mncbr bg aku.hurmmm..nk story ke????bout my bf..in 2 years ni,aku x bley jmpe dia..x eran sgt kot x jmpe...tp,plg pait,kelat,sdey n myampah,bkn jmpe jer x bley,even nk cntact pn x bley.nk kol,text n tnye khbr pn xley...npe x bley???ada la plak story len dsbaliknya...gggrrrrrrrrrrr...bf aku kn jht,jht cmne 2 xbley la nk dddahkan.bia aku n family dia je tau...xpela,bak kata kwn aku,jht dia org nmpk tp baik dia bia aku je tau..dats rite..byk bnda yg org len xtau..selain bf,he is my bestie buddy..

Mule2 evrything ok je...still under cntrol..sehingga la abg pd bf aku dpt tau kgiatan harian adk dia..bkn nk ckp abg dia slh o btul o pape la...tp,aku rs smetimes abg dia treat dia like kids..myb sbb,ayh doang da xde,n myb dats y la,abg dia nk jd pgnti to lead the family kot.kalu abg dia xwat cmtu,spe lg nk wt??aku respect la abg dia..sgt b’tggjwb.. ada btulnye..as abg xkn xsyg adik..mstila nk adk dia jd yg t’baik..TERBAIKKKK!!!

Gni cternya,2,3 ari bf aku mnyepi time cuti rtu.aku da isau sbb b4 tu mcm2 jgk la aku maki hamun dia..sape xbngang???aku pn plik.aku ke mmber2 dia gf dia???1 day,aku da mrh smpai aku ckp kt bf aku,pgi jilat la pale mmbr2 ko...amek kau...but,dia still x eply aku text dia cmtu..salu if aku da mlampau,4sure dia akn eply..

N then???Aku pn knon2,amek lgkh bjak la kol umh dia..nk djdikn story,tpon umh la plak osak..lgkh lg bijak aku pn kol abg dia..abg dia ckp..npe isau??bkn ke ko maki dia mcm2??pehhhh...aku sbr je,i know its my fault...yg attract nyer,aku still xdpt jejak lokasi ktne my bf berada???nk kte lari,salu dia lari xjao ne pun,umh akk aku je...wiiiiiiii...aku da nges mcm nk gle...where r u dear???uuuwwwaaaaaaaa...

Jeng...,jeng....jeng...dsuatu mlm ada msj msuk,xtau no.spe??upenyer,my bf lor..epi gler ble bf aku soh kol dia pkai no.mmber dia...n,dat nite i knoe da whole story...phone my bf kna amek dgn abg dia n he also xbley kua umh...never..ptot la abg dia tau aku maki adk dia,means dia bce pe yg aku da text kt hafizi..dia kua pn time abg dia xde n petik nme aku kt his mom yg knon nyer dia jmpe aku...pdhal????brsronok dgn mmber2...

Pnjg la cte,n aku pn bdoh pgi bg phone kt bf aku..bkn pe,bf aku ckp nk lari if abg dia xkasi phone..aku nk pjuk xkasi lari n then bg la 1 of my phone kt hafizi..prihatin..sonok gle bbi r dpt kol pe dat nite...tbe2 bsok,abg dia dtg umh aku mcm gngster n give me back my phone...aku cuak thp kure2 trbang...pe abg dia ckp aku juz said ok smbl tnduk..mcm aku ni wat jnayah n 4 information aku xpnh jd tkot smpai cmtu...spe xtkot???abg dia gler tough wei..dia dtg tu aku x bkak pntu pn,juz dkt grill dpn tu jek,watnyer dia blasah aku...MAMPOS..ARGHHHH..I’M DYING....BLUP,BLUP...

yg aku ingt abg dia ckp,jgn cntct adk dia cz dia nk adk dia jd baik..agk trase dgn kate2 tu,aku pn b prfsional,xkol adk dia pn.krenya aku rdha la if we all break even da 4 years we in luv.....cre abg dia ckp tu mcm aku plak ngajo adk dia jd jht...pdhal,aku kua umh pn x..jmpe adk dia pn jrg,ni kn plak nk ngajo wt bkn2...ajo jgk la,tp xde la bkn2 sgt,mcm couple lain..dats it..ngeeeeeeeeee....

tp,bf aku plak cntct aku..wiiiiiii...aku ckp kt bf aku sal abg dia n aku trase,mcm aku dslhkn ats pe yg da jd ni...ikotkan aku mls dala nk de pape rlationship dgn dia...tp,cz of luv ktaorg 2 strong kot,ktaorg discuss la.ngeeee :p ..n became tgether again n its 4 our sake of life...caaaaaaittttttttt...

Pndek kn cter,1 day bf aku kua umh n his mom also his bro kol aku n ask me mane hafizi???ak trase la..now,aku xbley cntct bf aku tp ble aku text abg dia n ask how bout my boy,lgsung xeply,even his mom pn same,pdhal mak dia jnji nk kol aku n let me knoe if pape...tp,ble pzi kua umh o ilang,doang ask me n aku let them knoe je pape..now?????time aku,doang xport pn...sdey giler kottttt...tuhan je tau btape aku trase...

Xpuas ati...on 1 jan 2010,aku kol his mom n ank buah dia pickup..smpt jgk ank buah dia investigate aku..pastu,aku ckp dgn his mom mcm2..rupenya mak dia ok..x sprt sangkaan aku pn..at 1st,intkn mak dia cm mls2 nk lyn aku..i think his mom fh what i feel..sdey gler aku,tuhan je tau...yg psti,pe yg aku n mak dia bualkan aku xle nk nyatakan kt cni..mak dia baik n sweet gler..xmrh pn,tp lg sruh aku sbr..mak dia ckp pape nnt mak dia kol aku n mak dia ckp kt aku,jge dri...sdey la m.cik...i need a shoulder now to cry on...mak dia mmg the best mom in law lor...sgt baik...

N 2 my beloved b...hope both of we tabah hdapi hidup ni...2 years tu xlme....sbr je..nnt kte akn jmpe n no more leave again..hope b bley bubah..i’m promise dat i will wait 4 u,n hope u so....luv u...mish uuuu...big hug n kiss 4 u...mmmmuuuuaaccckkksssssssss....